What am I going to do?
I've been to GPs, health visitors, crisis team, psychiatrist, counsellors.
Basically I had a DS two and a half years ago and suffered from extreme postnatal anxiety which I never recovered from.
Had DD 17 months postpartum.
I've once again had extreme problems but could never put my finger on what was wrong with me, although I know that it's anxiety/depression.
However I've just realised I've been having hallucinations. A few months ago I felt like my brain was curling. Everybody just out it down to my anxiety. I've just found out that this is in fact a hallucination.
I'm now getting frequent new feelings that I can't explain. This is apparently a feature of psychosis.
I'm absolutely shitting it. Yes I have anxiety to ridiculous levels but this knowledge has just absolutely freaked me out to a new level.
None of my support system are prepared to acknowledge this and none of the health professionals seem concerned in the slightest as I don't want to kill myself or harm anyone else.
My life is a living nightmare and I'm not waking up from it. What the fuck am I supposed to do next?
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I've just realised I've been having postnatal hallucinations, delusions and psychotic features. Petrified.
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Milkhell · 09/10/2013 15:53
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