I have a stressful job - one of those jobs where other people go 'I don't know how you do it'. Have been doing it for a long time and have found it stressful at times in the past. However, recently I just keep feeling like I can't do it anymore. Walking around feeling sick, with a knot in my stomach and today I nearly cried at work. Feel like I'm shit at my job. Also I have been waking up at night a lot worrying, and wondering if I did away with myself would the life insurance pay up...i wouldn't actually go through with that though.
Also I'm trying to finish off a qualification I've been doing and all the stuff is due for the end of the month. There isn't that much left to do but I don't know how I will manage it feeling like this.
It isn't just work. My dad is very ill. I'm vague, distracted and useless. I feel that I'm completely ineffectual in all parts of my life at the moment.
I've had PND in the past and I can feel the symptoms coming back. I made an appointment at the GP for next week. I hope anti d's might help but I'm worried that they won't. Because the basic problem is that I've too much to do and no time for myself. Not sure what to do.
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Buglugs · 04/10/2013 14:09
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