I'm in a high pressure, stressful situation at the moment. I can't see it lasting for longer than six to eight weeks but I had a breakdown last year and whilst my mental health has been improving it is still very fragile. I don't have anyone to talk about this, DH is sympathetic but frustrated that it can't be fixed easily. I lost all my acquaintances after my breakdown and have no real friends as we have moved around so much for his job.
I don't feel as low as I did last year, but I'm sitting here alone in floods of tears and I'm really unhappy and can't think how to fix it. I feel like such a burden, I'm not really being a good parent right now and I just want to run away as fast as I can. I had counselling last year which helped, but I'm not entitled to anymore, can't afford any more and didn't really gel with the counsellor at my local surgery which is who I would be assigned to.
I really thought I was doing so well. I just want someone to hold my hand and tell me its all going to be OK, but I'm so introverted and aloof no-one would ever think of doing this in real life. Please someone, tell me what to do.
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Feel like I am drowning again, can't see which way to go
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