I was diagnosed with mild PND about a month ago, and i am so far avoiding going on AD's. Yesterday night i nearly had a nervous breakdown when talking to DP about going back to work from the 10th June. I'm a nurse and have to go back to shift work (2 nights and an early per week). Not working is not an option as i have huge debts to pay, courtesy of my ex-husband, but the thought of going back is torturing me, and i don't feel like i'm being a 'proper' mum to my 8 month old DS whilst i'm so stressed about it. I don't even know why i'm so stressed! I was in floods of tears last night about it, even contemplating declaring myself bankrupt so the debts would go away (even though realistically it's not an option). The thought of having to leave my little boy is tearing me up inside. Both my mum and DP's mum had the luxury of being SAHM's, and all i get is sarky comments about 'trying to juggle it all', when it's really not what i want to do!!!Sorry, i just needed to get it off my chest. DP is a brilliant listener, but that's as far as it goes, and i'm just feeling really unsupported at the moment.
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