This is probably just a bit of a rant and rave and a way to let how I'm feeling out. Feel free to post but I dont expect anything. I just had to say it somewhere.
I hate my life at the moment. I hate that my house isnt finished after starting to decorate in February.
I hate my job but I cant seem to get a new one dispite trying. I get told about interviews about a day before and cant get the time off work cos my boss is a bitch. Everytime I ask for time lately I get told "You've got no holiday's left so technically I dont have to let you have the time" She constantly bitches about everything I do and talks to me as tho i'm stupid and below her. I cant deal with it and am fed up of having to bit my tongue in case I offend her or get fired.
I want to take some time off as I'm sure I'm either suffering from depression or getting damn close to it but I cant afford it. Even when I'm working full-time we can barely afford the things we need.
I've been trying to have a child for nearly 2 yrs since my mc but everything keeps getting in the way. I left my job, DP got fired from his, buying house, changing jobs again, money!
Everyday I wake up wondering whether I'm going to get past the day without crying. I'm sitting in work today and have been to the toilets 4 times so no-one can tell (as if they'd care anyway)
This has only been happening over the past few days but has got worse over the weekend as it is now coupled with excruciating migraines (or I think thats what they are, never had them before) and diarhea.
I just feel that I cant take it anymore.
Thanks for listening.
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Mental health
I just cant cheer up lately.
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Jenswish · 22/05/2006 15:08
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