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stripeyjimjams Sun 07-Apr-13 09:23:59

I'm sorry, i just find it so hard to keep going. Yesterday was DH's birthday. We'd had a lovely meal the previous night. But yesterday i started to feel sick, and just couldn't eat. I felt so anxious, just so worried that I'm going into another anxious episode and that i'd ruined DH's birthday. I went out for a walk so i could smoke and felt so guilty. I've been throwing up all night. I don't think i can stand this again. If it wasn't for DH and my family, I'd just go.

Unfortunatelyanxious Sun 07-Apr-13 11:20:55

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stripeyjimjams Sun 07-Apr-13 13:28:19

I don't know if it's anxiety or a bug that's going round but the anxiety has definitely kicked off. DH just deserves better than this. I get a moment's peace when i smoke but it really upsets DH. I feel like this will never end. He deserves better.

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