Hi all, I posted a couple of weeks ago, though was much more upset then. I get bouts of depression and things have improved since going to the doctors a couple of weeks ago & was given meds to help.
For those of you that aren't familiar, i am in my mid 30s, with no children - we have 2 dogs instead lol! My husband is an incredibly successful and intelligent man. He is a GP, and has also recently got a part-time role as an assessor in the NHS.
I, on the other hand only work 3 hours a day due to circumstance, in a job which i enjoy but is basically unskilled. I haven't really got any potential and have achieved little in my life. I don't really know what I DO want, but feel like I want to do something!
I don't believe that work is the be all of life, but i do feel as though i want to do something that 'matters'. I feel such a failure when lined up next to my husbands successes. What would you do t make yourself feel like you contributed something to the world?
My wages don't make any difference really, and my husband is lovely and always says he is proud of me regardless. However, i can't shake off the feeling that i should be 'doing/ achieving something'. I hope this makes some sense to you - I'm struggling to put the feeling into words. I mean, working part time and raising kids has worth, but working part time and bumming around for the rest? I just feel like i'm searching for a purpose/ role, but don't even know what that role is...
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Self esteem & life's purpose (sorry, long)
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MillyMollyMandy78 · 30/03/2013 15:02
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