I am not sure if this exactly the right place to post but it seems the most appropriate topic. I need advice about my disturbing nocturnal thoughts. Thank you very much for reading.
Every night I turn off the light and close my eyes and I am hit with images in my head of my children dying horribly - falling out of windows, being hit by buses, getting tangled in blind cords. The thoughts are so vivid, my heart starts racing, I call out in distress. I hate it.
More often than not, I wake (or I wake up my husband) an hour or so later experiencing what I think is a night terror. Often I don't remember anything but I wake my husband screaming and struggling. Sometimes I get up and wake up very confused in the bathroom or something. When I do remember it is always a bad dream about my children dying and I am trying to save them.
I used to get these thoughts sporadically but the frequency has increased and now it is inevitable, every night. I used to get these thoughts of violent death about me but since I have become a mother it is always about my children.
The sleep walking, and especially the screaming, have been happening all my life. We used to laugh about my nocturnal screams when I shared a house at university. But they were a six monthly type thing, not virtually very night.
The thing is it is now every night and the images of violent death are really upsetting me. Is this something I should just expect to put up with or is there something I can do? Should I visit my GP? Is there something I can do for myself?
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Disturbing Thoughts and Night Terrors
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tillyswall · 21/01/2013 11:30
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