Not an option because I love my DCs, my DH, all the rest of my family, my cat, my best friend and my work.
Not an option because I have finally been referred to the MH team specialising in supporting people with heart disease but with a three month waiting list, and my GP has made it clear to me that there is no other help available in the interim.
Not an option because I've lived with anxiety/depression/PTSD/every-other-label-on-offer for most of the last 20 years, and I've always somehow coped with it.
Not an option because, although my DH is coping with the kids and all the housework on his own at the moment, I'm worried that he's about to snap.
But since my most recent hospital appointment last week, which I found very stressful, I've been acting really strangely, and I'm starting to find it a bit disconcerting. I've become quite nervous about being outside, have spent most of my time in bed, have become obsessed with making craft items for a website I just set up and with researching a particular religious group on the internet - all whilst feeling utterly terrified of anything relating to work. I've got a fortnight's sick note from the GP, but really can't afford the time off, though neither do I really care.
Does anyone have any ideas how I can keep myself afloat with family and work and daily life until I get the MH appointment through?
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I need to get through this. Falling apart is not an option.
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BreastmilkNewYearLatte · 16/01/2013 16:20
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