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KatyPeril Tue 20-Nov-12 20:40:52

I can't figure out how to hide my name so fuck it. Today has not been good. I've been feeling low anyway for a while but someone (who clearly hates their job working with the public) decided that I'll be their punchbag and it made me feel like shit. I can complain about this person but have been told nothing will happen anyway. So suck it up I guess. What I want to do is vut out this persons throat. Slowly. But I can't. So back to the old self-harm but I'm the lowest of the fucking low anyway so who cares right? I know my place in life. If I can drag my worthless ass out of bed tomorrow I'll go to the therapist/psychiatrists. Why do people want to make you feel so bad? Why the fuck do I let them? Why not just throw the towel in now?

amazingmumof6 Tue 20-Nov-12 20:47:27

yes, please see someone to help you, don't let the bastard bring you down!
I find that watching anything funny takes my mind off things and laughter is a good medicine!

please don't hurt yourself, and if this person is bullying you you should report him/her to your boss. you don't have to take abuse from anyone and self-abuse will not solve any problems!

amazingmumof6 Tue 20-Nov-12 20:52:14

you are not worthless, no one is! I'm sure you have things in your life that you've done well or you can be proud of, however small, so grab a paper and a pen and start listing them.

seriously, do this.

have you ever helped anyone? made a nice meal? looked pretty at a party? done a job well? I' sure you have - tell me!

or call a friend to talk to you, better still come over and look after you.

I'll check later for your answer

KatyPeril Tue 20-Nov-12 21:10:47

I thought I was worth something! It's not my boss. It's someone at the Jobcentre who 'helps'.

KatyPeril Tue 20-Nov-12 21:11:41

I actually think I'm a pretty decent Mother (usually). But because I've been crying she's upset I'll get sectioned again. I'm shit sad

KatyPeril Tue 20-Nov-12 21:12:55

I'm not going to do anything completely daft. Mostly need to get it all out I think. Feel shitty that I've got to go back for their help in 2 weeks.

KatyPeril Tue 20-Nov-12 21:13:46

Thank you. xxxx

amazingmumof6 Tue 20-Nov-12 21:23:22

you are welcome! smile
stop saying you are shit! we all feel crap at times, but you are not shit! life is hard, people are stupid, but you are a good mum who's having a hard time
try and get some rest, so you can feel a bit stronger tomorrow - exhaustion makes any situation so much worse.
take care, I'm sending you big hugs! thanks

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