Ok so I'm finding being a mother harder than I thought but I'm not sure if I need extra help in the form of AD's or counselling - or just need to look at things differently. I love my children (4 and 1) but Just wanted to see how normal the feelings I am having are. So here goes:
- every single day I mourn for my life pre-children and the relative freedom it offered
- I feel guilty about not giving my children enough / not being good enough as a mum almost constantly.
- I find it hard to play with my children - there always seems to be distractions such as bums to wipe/ meals to prepare etc
- I find the constant round of cooking/cleaning/meeting needs overwhelming
- The future seems grey - nothing to look forward to other than more of the same for the next few years. I don't feel like there is much point to me other as a p.a to my kids
- A few months ago I was fired up about some training plans I had to get back to work - now they have been buried under just getting through the day
Am i depressed or do most mums feel like this?