Hope this is the right place to post.
My DP has had chronic depression for 10 years, controlled (mostly) by Cipralex 5mg. But he still gets breakthrough, and ATM he's having a huge one.
He changes, just changes so much. He doesn't sleep, has big insecurity issues combined with sexual compulsion. I don't want sex with him when it's at its worst - it just feels like it's for the wrong reasons. The GP keeps trying to persuade him to lower the dose, but I really think it would be worse if he does.
The insecurity issues mean that he's basically accused me of affairs, and implies that I'm not paying him enough attention. The fact we've got 2 kids and I work doesn't seem to count.
Some days I wish that he would go off and kill himself so that me and the kids could be free of it. I'm sitting here in tears typing this, because it feels so hard- I keep thinking that as soon as my youngest is old enough I'll leave and take them with me.
Anyone else going through this? I love him, I really do, but I can't handle it any more.
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Partner with depression - trying to hold it together
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Poppetspinkpants · 08/11/2012 10:52
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