I have been seeing a psychotherapist weekly for over 2 years. I'm trying to come to terms with emotional abuse in my childhood and estrangement from my parents. Therapy is helping me to take some more control over my life and remove myself from the horribly toxic relationship with my parents. In short, it's helping hugely and I dont' want to stop but it is gruelling. The pain is dreadful.
I am currently depressed and very anxious. I have seen GP who prescribed ADs. I haven't taken them. I discussed my reasons for wanting to take them with my therapist - she didn't tell me not to take them but said she thinks it is a pattern I have learned. I wasn't allowed to have feelings or to express my opinions within my family so I have gotten used to shoving all of my feelings into a box and sitting on the lid, and trying to put it away. I'm now feeling things that I had shut away years ago and it is just so painful that I want it to stop. This makes total sense to me. I understand what she is saying. I know why I am depressed and anxious and I feel deep down tha this is something I just have to go through.
But I'm sick of feeling so upset. I had to come home from work yesterday because everything was making me angry. I cried for hours when I got home. Coping is such a struggle.
I don't know what to do. Does anyone have experience of managing strong feelings through psychotherapy/counselling? How did it feel for you? Are you glad you did it? Thank you for reading
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Managing depression/anxiety through psychotherapy without ADs - please help
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Lottapianos · 18/10/2012 09:20
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