...but I can't allow any of my struggles to become known to my family.
Therefore, I have trapped myself. By writing and writing (that's how I deal with things), I have left a trail. I hate that I can't destroy the trail. I want to just go with NO explanation. My suicide note would just say "No comment".
Why did I live? Why couldn't he have killed me?
Maybe I just need to tell myself that it won't matter who knows what when I'm gone.
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I don't want to be alive
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mosp · 11/10/2012 11:55
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