DS knocked on the door with his friends and they said some big lads had made ds's friend cry and been bullying him and ds. The big lads were at the other end of the street outside one of their houses. It's a well known house for trouble.
I saw red, put my shoes on and marched up the street shouting. I gave the lads what for half expecting the mother to go off it as she's supposed to be rough? She was fairly calm but was holding a new baby in her arms I calmed down myself and asked the lads to leave the young ones alone and just play nice. Not likely to happen but hey ho. One of them tried to be cheeky but I shouted him down. I was so angry. What made it worse was they'd been bullying ds before but he didn't dare tell me in case it upset me. They'd made him cry too. Ds and his friends are yr 7 so not tots but the big lads are year 10ish?
I reminded myself of my dad. He was aggressive but to us too. I'm not with dcs but can get angry for them. I'd never want my dcs to be scared of me.
I think AF is due too so not a good time to have something to press my buttons. I just hope there are no repercussions? I may apologise to the mum if I see her in the street? Say I shouldn't have shouted next to the baby perhaps?
I use citalopram for panic attacks but am not a nervous person. People find that strange. Like I should be a jibbering wreck?
I just hope I can stay off them this time as have tried to come off twice before?
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Withdrawing from citalopram and just lost it in the street
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hmmmmm · 21/09/2012 00:31
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