But I cant bring myself to speak to anyone. Where do I find the strenght?
In the last week the only people I have had a conversation with are DP and DD. This is my norm. I used to have friends. I have withdrew from them all. I dont speak to any of my family. Before anyone says it, its entirely my own doing, not DP manipulating me. Infact, I think hes a bit worried about me.
Where we have just moved to there is a little corner shop that sells homemade cakes for the bun aisle. They make them on site. DP was chatting to the owner who mentioned they were looking someone casual to do a few hours a week helping out with the baking. This is my ideal job. It couldnt be more perfect. I could manage the few hours even with being pegnant and we could do with the money. All I have to do is go in and speak to her.
But I cant. I keep putting it off. Its really the final straw. Why cant I do it? Im so angry at myself.
I have so much going on. So much to deal with. I cant process all the thoughts in my head. I think I have been ignoring it for a long time.
I know I need to see my GP. But I cant face it at all. I wouldnt know where to start. I know it might get worse and I could end up unable to even leave the house. I want to catch it now. But how do I find the strenght? Have any of you been here? How did you find a way out?
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low mood/self confidence issues...I know what I need to do
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wannabedomesticgoddess · 15/09/2012 15:34
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