oh dear

[EnglishEponine]

Background: I have depression. On fluoxetine but have been relapsing a bit lately.

Currently at the lowest I've been in a long time. Boyfriend is chucking me (I have a thread in relationships but I can't do links sorry) he's the only bit of hope I've had to hold onto but that's disappearing.

I just want everything, the whole world and myself, to disappear. I can't do this 'living' thing any more.

Sorry for the ramble, nobody to talk to :/

[lavenderfields]

Am probably not much help at this time of the night but just wanted to say, You can do this living thing and things will get better.

If you want someone to talk things through with, The Samaritains number is: 08457 90 90

You can call any time and they'll listen.

[Bedtime1]

Hi English,

I'm up too. I'm suffering from tight chest hard to breathe etc. think weather has made it worse. Know how you feel, I get anxiety/panic and get depressed/ frustrated realy with the anxiety. It's exhausting.

Why is your partner chucking you?

[Bedtime1]

Also just wanted to add. I k now life's hard at times and doesn't seem worth living sometimes but don't give up. That's the best advice I can give you. It's easy to lose hope, I have and I do but just dont give up. Something good always comes along.. Please believe this.

[Thumbwitch]

Sorry to hear that you're in a bad place at the moment.
Has your boyfriend given you any idea as to why he's breaking up with you? (haven't read other thread)

While I have every sympathy with your need for the world to just disappear and take all your pain with it, there will be a way to move forward and deal with it - and climb out of the dark pit again.