I have PTSD and severe depression stemming from an incident in my past. I've had counselling and psychotherapy as well as Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing. I've tried lots of ADs. I can't get better because I can't actually say out loud what happened to me. I freaked out badly during the EMDR when I had to relive the incident backwards, and ran away from the psychologist, resulting in the Police coming to find me.
All of the professionals I've seen have given up on me because I can't get better. I try to say it out loud but it is like a physical block and I just throw up. The flashbacks are getting worse and I'm really at the end of my tether. I'm on holiday now, but I'm dreading going back to work in September. I just don't know what to do. It has been three years and I can't see anyway out from this black hole.
Has anyone got any advice?
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Mental health
PTSD and being unable to talk about what caused it
whathasthecatdonenow · 02/08/2012 18:42
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