Hi everyone,
I'm new to this but here goes.........
I developed really bad anxiety when I was pregnant with my son ( although at the time I didn't realise) When my son was 3mnths old I started to experience tingling hands which made me think I would drop him, the thoughts of bad things happening to him spiralled out of control from there, I couldn't leave the house for fear that I might have an accident or cause him harm, but I hated being alone too at home. I felt like I was looking after someone else's baby. I would care for him but not feel that rush of love that u get with your child. I have tried various cbt and groups, medication etc but my son is now 18mnths old and I am still struggling on a daily basis. I feel so sad everyday and useless. Is there anyone else out there that is or has gone through similar? Have I developed OCD or can deppresion cause all these terrible thoughts? I'd never heard of intrusive thoughts until this happened to me, though I was going mad :(
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What is wrong with me? Is it OCD?
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Bea38 · 08/05/2012 17:53
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