I am shaking, my chest is tight, feel sick and am running to the loo all because dd1 feels ill, i wish i could sit with her, stroke her hair and be calm but i can't as the fear of her vomiting is making me so anxious that i can't let her see me like this. I feel useless .
Have just started on new medication but was told i could feel worse before i feel better, was really hoping that one of the dd's would not be ill around this time.
Dd1 is now asleep but tossing and turning, i am in bed waiting for her to wake or be sick. She said she has a tummy ache. a head ache and feels yuk (she wont say sick as she knows that i can't handdle it), feel so guilty, even though i have tried everything to beat this horrid phobia and anxiety, now my dd1 knows i can't cope well and she is now getting the same anxiety about being ill. I feel like a useless parent.
I wont be able to sleep as i am so anxious.
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Please come and talk to me (about anything) bloody anxiety :(
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Marne · 01/02/2012 21:21
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