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Had such a good day yesterday... Today has been shit quite frankly!

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CharlieBoo Thu 11-Aug-11 20:10:16

Just need to vent... What a fabulous day yesterday was! I felt good and was calm and happy, enjoyed my day, the kids were so well behaved, I felt on cloud 9!

Today I came crashing down to earth. Kids fighting from the minute they're awake, I am so low and I can't snap out of it. I feel useless, pathetic, and my kids deserve more than I can give them right now. I thought I was getting somewhere. I thought the AD's would be working by now.

I was planning on going back to gp to tell how great things are, but it's a pile of shit, I am pretending to feel better, just today i can't get my coping face on. I'm going to go back to gp tomorrow to see if she'll increase my dose... This pain and anxiety has got to go or I will be in the nut house and an embarrassment to all.

You don't need to reply, I just need to vent, maybe it helps writing it down. Tomorrow is another day.... Be positive

madmouse Thu 11-Aug-11 20:49:55

Getting better will manifest itself in having fewer rubbish days for some reason rather than in every day being a bit better. There's also a common tendency to overdo it on a good day all leading to a bit of a hangover the next day. If you are having good days where previously you had none things are improving.

somewherebecomingrain Fri 12-Aug-11 15:59:46

there's something called cyclothymia, a sort of miniature bipolar thing, where you go a bit up and a bit down over hours or days. It doesn't stop you functioning. I sometimes wonder if I have it - am a real good day bad day person - my productivity varies wildly.

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