i have a post on employment and work, basically did not get a job,that I am already doing... Please read for more details have not energy to re- post.
The thing is my work environment was the one place I feel vaguely human to meet me you would think I am an outgoing confident person with plenty of friends, when reality is this is my public face, inside I am a hollow sad person with few real friends.
Four years ago Dh had an EA with a work colleague, had we not had children I would have left, but stayed because I could not bear to break up the family and they both adore their father. I have forgiven my dh for the EA. But the consequences to me have been huge , my two best friends are no longer in my life because of this and I feel as though I am a lonely bitter person . I adore my children and we have a fantastic relationship, family life is ok, my marriage less so, sex nonexistent . I have contemplated suicide seriously over the last few months, only the love of my children preventing me doing so. My mood is so so low ,with this happening in work seeming the final straw. I really cannot see the point of anything anymore.
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Feel I need to ask for help but terrified
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Madondogs · 26/06/2011 16:14
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