I thought it was coming, and it did. Went out drinking by myself, acting like a tit, ended up being taken in by police (I think some kind of section) and they took all my things off me and I had to be in a tracksuit and I was really cold. I rhink I was in the outdoors for ages and they said I was at risk of self harm but no injuries (apart from that I am really stiff and sore but I remember being in the corner of the cell and shouting for help as I couldn't breathe and they were just looking through a window)
They kept moving me in different rooms and asking questions and I was scared but mostly I felt like I had poison in my blood.
I came home and had doctor and a nurse here and the plice and the docotr in my house gave me pills. tranquilsers.
it keeps coming and going but has gone for the longest time today and i wasn't allowed on the internet but I have been left alone for a couple of hours so come on here to calm down a bit.
I think they were going to put me back into hospital but dh stopped them. I know he has signed forms and has all the drugs to look after.
#I need to keep busy but I'm not allowed to go out or to spend money or to do bills or else i might not be allowed to stay alone and i hate people just standing there looking at me like i'm going to do something mad.
what can i do to keep my mind busy but not too busy as I have to rest? If I can get sleep tonight i might be able to reduce the amount of pills.
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