I have a long history of self harm, over 10 years (I'm 26) mainly cutting, but I've been known to do other things. I'm on antidepressants, but going through a really shitty time right now.
I've noticed I've been absent mindedly picking at spots recently, so I have scabs all over me which are never getting a chance to heal.
But what's worrying me most is that I've also started pulling hairs - hadn't realised how much I'd been doing it till I touched the top of my head a minute ago and noticed a bald patch.
My hair's always been my favourite feature, so it scares me that I'm doing this, but I'm struggling not to. Most of the time I don't know I'm doing it till I've got a fist full of hair. There's also the fact that is hurts to pull out a clump of hair, and I crave that. It's very calming. In the same way cutting is. But it's not controlled like cutting. I plan cutting, I don't plan this.
Don't know what to do.. not been here before. Really upset with myself.
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Depression - self harm/injury/associated crap
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KalokiMallow · 16/12/2010 00:01
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