Hi,
I'm 34 & a first time mum.
I gave birth 18 weeks ago to my tiny daughter, who arrived at 32 weeks & 2 days, very unexpectedly.
I experienced a horrific 4 day ordeal before she was finally born,by emergency section and she ended up in S.C.B.U for a month.
The events surrounding the birth and following months have finally caught up with me, and I am now experiencing vivid flashbacks and nightmares about everything.
So very many things happened, so many worrying decisions, everything happened so very quickly. It was, and evidently still is, such a roller-coaster ride. With everything happeneing so quickly at the time, I simply did not have time to 'think' and it now appears as though it has all hit me at once.
I am extremely emotional, and really struggling with this, and wonder if any other mums in the area have experienced anything similar.
So many things happened, that I fear that if I were to type it all, not only would I take up the whole of mumsnet, I feel I would fall apart........
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Struggling mentally/emotionally after traumatic premature birth
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missjulie · 21/08/2010 19:00
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