Guess my title sums it up.
I have been struggling ever since my cmht worker said she not see me anymore as she can choose to do that in the spring, then my private therapist/counsellor got ill and stopped seeing me apart from a few sessions to say "bye" and that she couldn't refer me to anyone else like her. So I threw myself into work etc, but my smiley face is so hard to maintain.
Today I just want the crying, bad dreams, low mood, lack of energy, desire to hurt self to go - forever. I write so factually as I don't feel like I am a person anymore. I don't deserve to heal, I know that.
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Mental health
Blocking my feelings failing, don't know how to keep on going ...
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Keziahhopes · 15/08/2010 13:00
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