Meds have not worked and today i was supposed to be referred to hospital and psychiatry. I didn't want that and said i would like the chance to see if exercise would help. I know that it does, i felt great when i was exercising last year but i know that half that feeling of 'euphoria' was from exercising and not eating.
GP gave me a referal to gym which means that a) it's a hell of a lot cheaper because its for a medical need and b)she agrees to give me a last chance before referral and i will be supposedly monitored.
However, i feel like i have now been given "permission" to go back to how i was and it feels really wierd. NOw it's iek a challenge to see how much weight i can lose and how much better i can feel by my next appt. Part of me knows that is not right but a bigger part of me feels like finally i have something to aim for
Ah well, at least i avoided the self harm question again
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it feels like the GP gave me the greenlight to exercise and starve
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SagacityNell · 05/08/2010 17:02
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