Maybe it's just me, but I've always given my all at work, before and since having children. I know it's tough out there to keep jobs,so I'm very grateful to have mine and not only do I love my work, I really believe in what I do and give my honest best all the time.
I've been given some fairly tricky issues to deal with recently, with promise of two people on the project. This fizzled. Left on my own to do, which I did. I worked my fingers to the bone to meet the targets and did so. But all the time, felt really out in the cold from my team leader.
I'm a bit terrified of saying too much on here but suffice to say, having so much on my plate, and out of the office so much, I missed an appointment that wasn't in my agenda and now I'm 'shark bait' as I've had a message telling me 'we will talk'. I'm so terrified I'm going to be fired (at worst) and more likely that I've played right into the leader's hands. My life will be hell.
I can't sleep - I'm feeling so scared I'm having horrendous palpitations. I have never felt persecuted before but it's feeling like it.
How do I handle it?
I have apologised for the missed appointment as it was a genuine oversight. I have no previous history of ever missing targets etc.
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Feeling like I'm being watched and trying to be caught out by my boss. It's making me feel so hunted I'm at my wits end.
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Time2Hibernate · 19/12/2009 22:47
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