Hello,
I am hoping to get some helpful insight/tips/advice about my current job.
I started a back in aug it's busy and I thought I'd enjoy it.
However as time has gone on I'm getting more fed up and a bit upset with the setup.
Sorry for the bullet points, thought it'd be easier.
- I find my boss moody and she can be so nice but then gets stressed very easily and everyone knows about it. I find it difficult to talk to her and feel awkard in her presence. How do I over come with anxiety? Also I feel as if I get in the way
- I find my boss very reactionary. There is no structures in place, no audits, no clear training, nothing put down as policy. As nerdy as it sounds i am trying to bring in structure but it just goes over my bosses head. Her counterpart has already told me she finds it infuriating.
However i feel because of this ad hoc set up I am feeling set up to fail. Is this normal, am I being sensitive?
- A couple of ppl started at the same time as me however I've just realised I haven't had any 1 to 1 ever and everyone else has them twice a month. This has been happening since Aug. When I riased it and put a reoccurring meeting in the diary my boss declined it with No acknowledgement that I don't have meetings with her or suggesting another time better for her.
What annoyed me was when I put the meeting in I said it might not work this week but going forward it looks the only time free.
Is this my managers responsibility?
- I'm emailed one sentence to do things... No context, no help. It's making me feel like I'm making mistakes. Obviously I will approach my boss and ask for me detail, information. She reels it off at 100 miles and hour and I find she's very dismissive like I'm being difficult. What can I do?
I've got to the point where I want to quit! Not good.
Any help would be so welcome xx