I can't decide if this is liberating or childish, but I just found out that I didn't get a job with the company I work for. The next logical step, and in a team I know and like. I have currently got an awful boss and am desperate to get away from her, and already find it hard to actually turn up its so depressing.
Am getting a powerful and very attractive urge to just not go in tomorrow. Partly it's humiliating, partly it's the feeling I am going to suck up very angry feelings about not having got it, partly because it's easily something I can do and therefore even more humiliating, but further, its just giving me a signal that they don't give a shit about my contribution so far, so why should I give a shit either?
Should I just follow my very very strong instinct to just disappear?
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Childishorhonest · 29/02/2016 17:53
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