I studied for a number of years, and I've had rapid career progression vs. the norm in my industry, reaching mid-management a good 5-8 years before is usual.
My problem is that whilst I love my job (the actual tasks I am accountable for), I can't seem to feel happy/settle with any specific employer, and have been constantly crushingly unhappy for my entire working life so far!
Employer 1 - boys club, very cliquey, thrown into real cases with no support as a new graduate (example: I don't even know who my line manager was at this employer, I just got holidays authorised by whichever manager was allocating my work at the time, no training to speak of)
Employer 2 - similar to employer 1, but this involved actual client-facing stuff, again no actual support, in fact my line manager had no idea what/how I was managing clients from day 1 (think: being thrown alone into client meetings at a grand a day as a "consultant" with 3 days experience of the industry/actual role, with all the pressure that entails)
Employer 3 - my first man management role, I joined as a specialist but quickly became a supervisor; my man management training was non-existant, it was a case of "ok, now you're a manager, go and do it"
Employer 4 - my first department manager role, which I started 2 months ago just before Christmas, very similar to employer 2 and 3 above in that I'm being billed out at very high consultancy rates but have no direct experience of the industry I'm working in (was totally honest about this on CV/in interviews - think moving from being a surgeon mending knees in a hospital to being a research specialist in pharma - similar broad medical setting but fundamentally different roles and skillsets). At this place, I walked in the door and was immediately responsible in my first week on a fairly high profile case - at that point, with no system logins, no idea about internal processes, no introductions to the people who I'd rely on to undertake key work, no induction process or training - absolutely nothing. Worst of all was that I was responsible for chairing meetings and representing the department - the one I knew very little about, having only just got in the door! It seemed to be expected that I just turn up on day 1, get my workload, get on with it, with most of the key case knowledge and employer-specific ways of working not written down or communicated (or even a plan to communicate it to me). I flagged my difficulties to my line manager but she seems to think I'm doing ok. She seems happy with the level of support I've been given, despite my communicating (first delicately, then fairly bluntly) that I would prefer more day to day ad hoc guidance for the first few months, rather than just an escalation path if something needs Director-level decisions.
I suppose the common theme of "lack of support" is the key thing, but after working for 4 employers in my career so far it just seems to be the norm that you suck it up, fake it until you make it in terms of building confidence, and get on with the job. But in the meantime, I'm still in a job where I'm constantly feeling under pressure with imposter syndrome, despite good performance reviews etc. I don't expect hand holding and hate being micro-managed when I've encountered it, but feel constantly alone in terms of real day to day guidance when navigating new waters.
Can anyone advise on how to cope better with the situation I find myself in?
Any good coping mechanisms when you're faced with a unfamiliar path at your employer, but just have to get on with the job?
In the past I've just resigned myself to the fact that an employer has fallen short, sucked it up, and stuck it out until I've learned what I wanted or until I've felt myself becoming stagnant. However, my fear is that my entire working life is going to feel like this - constantly unsupported and out of my depth, with line managers who seem to be totally oblivious and/or useless!
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Love my job, hated every single employer I've ever had
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fedupwithwork · 04/02/2014 20:33
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