Sorry for the name change. I am a regular poster, but I know a lot of people at work who surf mumsnet and dont want to give the game away.
This may be long, if so, firstly, sorry, and secondly, thanks for sticking through it! Mostly I just want to offload.
I have been employed by the same employer for three years. I stumbled into the job, and I am quite low paid compared to the rest of the team. I lack confidence in my abilities, mostly because I am not study taught like the vast majority of fellow employees, but experience taught though the jobs I have had.
I have returned from maternity leave, been back for a good few months so it isn't me feeling unsettled about returning. I am just very fed up at the moment. After paying my childcare and bills I have literally pennies left for me for the rest of the month. I am constantly dumped with work from those higher than me and asked questions from those senior who do not understand the job. Aside from that, I love my work. I enjoy what I do and know that aside from pay I have things pretty easy - flexi-time, good amount of holidays etc etc.
I resent being poorly paid, but I like my work. I resent that those employed after me are on more money for doing the same job, but in most cases I get on really well with my team mates.
I have seen a job advertised which is basically everything that I do, with a little more added in that I think I could do. But the idea of actually uprooting and going elsewhere frightens the life out of me. Even the idea of having an interview makes me panic.
I know I need to think about my family, and do what is best for them. I say I work to give a better life for my child, but what am I actually giving if I am working for nothing? What would you do? Speak to management in current job to see if I could possibly have a raise? (They say I am needed and they want me to stay, but the pay packet doesn't show what they are saying). Or go for the interview, panic my way through it and end up depressed afterwards when I dont get the job?
I am worried that going for another position will result in me feeling depressed and even more trapped at work (no way out) if I dont get it.
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I need some guidence - or somebody to listen while I offload
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stuckATwork · 24/05/2006 20:57
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