I'm thinking (whinging?) out loud here, really, but if anyone's got any thoughts I'd appreciate them.
I've been in my current job for 18 months, having retrained a few years ago. I knew when I took the job it wasn't going to be anything more than a stepping stone and good on my CV, but the reality has turned out to be pretty unbearable.
We don't get any training (other than that which is legally required eg first aid) or appraisals. There is no scope for progression or pay rises. My boss is frequently manic; the rest of the time she's texting or chatting. She talks constantly of her own plans to leave, but there is no set date and so I feel completely at sea. She's spent nearly five of the past 10 months away on sabbatical or on holiday for extended periods, all of which was agreed by management; we were just expected to cope. She is disorganised and refuses to take responsibility when things go wrong, instead choosing to blame me or my other colleague (often within earshot). If I'm at fault I'll happily put my hands up if only to solve the problem and move on, but this is just building resentment. She is often rude to visitors.
Our main manager is rarely seen, preferring to hide away in an office. I feel totally alone, and like I'm going backwards rather than learning anything new. It has got to the point where I really dread going into work and it is starting to make me feel quite stressed out.
My industry is very seasonal and now is a really bad time to be looking for a job. However I would be more than happy to do any old job to keep a wage coming in (it's just me, no kids or mortgage or anything so am free to go wherever I want) but I am worried that a prospective employer is going to wonder why I left this job, as it's with a nationally recognised company. I do have freelance options, but not enough to keep me going for more than a month or two.
I've nearly been in tears on several occasions. There is no point discussing it with her as she will immediately take offence and refuse to see the bigger picture - I've seen it happen with other colleagues; she simply cannot see when she's in the wrong. I just don't know what to do.
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Leaving a job without a new one lined up
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Notsogoodhousekeeping · 04/09/2012 20:25
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