Background: I used to be obese, size 22-24. But 10 years ago I lost 5 stone and then was a size 10-12. I have loose skin on my stomach I have to tuck it into high waisted leggings/trousers but still look pregnant.
My weight changed by 3 or 4 lbs over the past decade up/down, until lockdown in March and half a stone crept on. I was disgusted with myself and lost the half stone quickly and then another half stone to feel 'safe' so now I'm 115 lbs. My BMI is 21.4, I run 15 miles a week and I'm pretty obsessive walking at least 10k steps a day.
I'm absolutely terrified of putting weight on. I still feel fat. I feel like I need to lose another 7-14 lbs but my DH says I don't.
Every photo of me, I look chunky and overweight, I hate what I see in the mirror. I look awful in everything I wear.
Part of me hates having so much pressure to lose more weight but then the other half thinks this is just normal and what it takes to not be overweight.
What is the difference between healthily watching your weight or having an issue?
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Eating disorders
Is this disordered or healthy?
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TooColdInHere · 29/12/2020 19:42
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