I have name changed because I'm so ashamed of this and don't want it linked to my other posts but I'm desperate for some helpful advice.
If I'm honest with myself I have had eating issues for years but felt okay about it and felt like I've had it under control. I also have inflammatory bowel disease which I've been able to hide behind.
This year has seen a collision of multiple areas of stress in my life. The result has been that my eating has spiralled out of control. I've lost a lot of weight which is obvious to others (not so much to me). I was referred to the dietitian after coming clean to my consultant and have been given a meal plan to follow. However my BMI is not low enough to warrant a referral to a specialist clinic.
Thing is, I really don't want this to get any worse. I'm doing my best to follow the plan and trying to frame it in my head as getting healthy rather than putting weight on. But I'm finding it so hard when there is no psychological support available.
I have increased my daily intake but I'm finding it incredible stressful. The noise in my head is worse and mentally I feel worse than ever. I feel like I've put loads of weight on (husband says I haven't) and I feel full and bloated all of the time. Every meal and snack feels forced.
Has anyone got any advice for how to manage the psychological element of this? I have been referred to the general mental health team but the wait could be 18 months I need support now alongside the dietitian support.
Sorry for the long post and thanks for reading if you made it this far.
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Eating disorders
Struggling but my BMI not low enough for help
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spottystripe · 31/12/2019 21:40
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