Hi everyone. Nc for this. I dont really know what i am asking. And i dont know if i have a problem or not. I am not over weight or underweight. A bit wobbly but had 3 babies in the last 4/5 years! Anyway. I dont really like eating.....i have favourite foods, and i like thinking about eating. I cook for the family but i dont like eating.
I will cook for dh but not eat with him. I will either eat one or eat the bare minimum. Kids are fussy so i cook what they lik. Ocassionaly might nibble on the left overs. I feel guilty eating.... dont know why! Although i think most of this stems from my childhood and my mum.
Dh hates it i dont eat. But is very quick to mention whwn i put on or lose weight. So either way i feel crap. However i jave discussed this with him and he has apologosed amd since stopped. I thnk he has realised i am struggling with something and has troed nicely to get me to eat with him and encourage me. But i HATE eating in front of others. Anyone. Only the dc but they are small so i dont think anything of it!
I tend to snack on crap but dont let anyone see! So i eat say.... coffee for brealfast and maybe a biscuit. At lunch i will eat crisps. Maybe an apple and coffee and water. And dinner i will eother skip or have left over chickem nuggets or fish finger or whatever homemade kids dish i made or chocolate...
Kids dont see the snacking. Although this evening i had lentil soup and bread which i ate with everyone but then did kids baths when they finished and while dh ate main meal so i didnt have tooo. I am starving now and would happily eat a biscuit or something but if i eat properly i feel guilty. And aeord like i cant be bothered!
I cook for us seperately but then i dont eat it. Dh does and i say i ate while cooking or that im not hungry yet i.am starving and my stomach rumbles continuously.
I tried batch cookimg and freezing what i didnt eat to eat the next day alone. But i just stopped
I am exhausted looking after the kids and dh works all the time. Self employed
So helps when he can. I dont know what im asking but it is starting to affect my health. Dizzy and lightheaded a lot. Not as patient as normal. Dce is ebf and amazingly i have loads of milk!
Sorry this is long dont know what i am asking. I know i am being stupid and if ot was anyone else i would say there was an issue. I just cant snap out of it. Also now when i do eat a full meal i bloat so bad so that puts me off.
Dh has tried to help but i just shut him down and say im fine. Or im busy with the kids i will eat later.
If anything...thanks for listening. Sorry it is long and jumbled
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Eating disorders
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Bingbongboo29 · 27/12/2017 02:14
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