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RyVeeta Wed 08-Jul-15 20:03:00

I have a history, but not for many, many years. However, with a skinny dh going on all the time about how fat he is and how much he has eaten on and on and on, I finally cracked. I'm huge, and I'm still huge, although I've gone from a 22 to an 18, I've lost two stone since the 3rd May. I don't chuck anything up, at least I haven't yet, although I feel sick a lot of the time. I am on between 300 and 500 calories a day. I know this isn't good, particularly as I have a lot to do each day. How the hell do I con myself into eating properly, losing weight sensibly and ignoring dh.

TheHouseOnBellSt Thu 09-Jul-15 12:10:05

What are you eating exactly? How long gave you been eating so few calories?

Also have you told DH how his comments make you feel?

RyVeeta Thu 09-Jul-15 12:47:25

Thank you for replying. Dh told until we're blue in the face.
I have two crackers with a small piece of cheese during the day, followed by a yoghurt.
Salad for tea.
I know the psychology, I know why I'm doing it but can't seem to help myself. It's bloody ridiculous. I also don't feel I can say anything to the doctor, they'll just look at me and laugh. I am overweight, I know I need to lose it, I know this isn't the right way but it gives me an element of control and an element of fuck you that I feel I badly need!

RyVeeta Fri 10-Jul-15 11:29:48

It's funny, I feel all sorts of things now that I don't normally feel. Angry, resentful. I don't have an easy life, I know I'm at the bottom of the pecking order here, although they'd all deny that! Nobody has noticed here though. I think I did want dh to notice, but sort of knew he wouldn't. He's too wrapped up in him. Who ever heard of someone a size 18/20 doing this. We're supposed to like our food (too much) and be jolly and happy.
Arghh, I'm a bit dizzy today so think I am feeling maudlin.
If anybody does read this shite, apologies!

TheHouseOnBellSt Fri 10-Jul-15 14:48:52

How long have you been eating so little though OP? It's not a healthy way to lose....if you carry on, then WILL be smaller than a size 18 but it can't continue....your health will suffer.

RyVeeta Fri 10-Jul-15 16:54:35

since the beginning of May.

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