DE support for Oct/Nov

[Phase3]

Hello all!

I am currently in Spain at Instituo Bernabeu for our 1st attempt at DE. We have had successfully fertilisation and now have to wait the 5 days for blastocyst stage and then transfer.
I have a wide range of emotions about it all and hoped other people here might be in the same boat and we could help each other a bit?
I am 46. Had a failed ivf round with my own eggs and a naturally conceived miscarriage.
I am excited about the prospect of this working but trying to not think too far ahead, just in case but also totally devastated the egg is not mine and feeling a failure.
The sunny weather helping the next round of the ivf waiting game!