Hi Moms,
HELP!!!!So I have been battling depression since I was a child but didn’t get a formal diagnosis until I joined the military. I married another soldier eight months into my contract, and my life went down hill from there. I was so naive and ignored all the glaring red flags. What started as little lies about his family, exes, and his intentions towards me escalated once we said I do. We broke up about a year into the courtship over him lying, and he came begging me me back to marry him. As soon as I got married to him I found out I was pregnant. We weren’t trying per se but we definitely were not preventing it either. The month after my pregnancy I discovered that my husband attempted to have sex with a previous coworker. He begged and pleaded and I eventually agreed to move on with our marriage, and the pregnancy. For some reason though I began to get more and more depressed until I didn’t even want to get out of bed. My husband and I fought constantly, and our marriage was taking a turn for the worse. After baby came I discovered again my husband had an “emotional affair”. I left him after that and we separated for six months. But guys I never felt a bond to my now two year old son, and it’s so hard to cope. I got out the military and got back with my husband, and he keeps promising to change but never does. I have no family and the ones that I do are very toxic. I’m living here with him and we are once again contemplating a divorce. PLEASE, someone tell me that I’m ok, and not crazy. I’m thinking of allowing our son to stay with my ex until I get my self together mentally. As well as finish nursing school, and get the psychological and psychiatric help that I need. I know life is worth living but for now it doesn’t seem that way.
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Won’t to quit on life
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Tori93 · 10/10/2019 00:26
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