This is going to be a long thread!
I'm 28 and my husband is 44. We have been married for two years. He is American, We lived in America, that's where we got married and fell pregnant. We decided to come to back to England. It was his idea as he'd never been and thought we could have a really good life here. We have been through a lot!! When we arrived in England we found out we had to do an immigration process, which meant he wasn't legally allowed to work. As you can imagine, life had been hard as it's been 6 months since we arrived in England. Finances are pretty much none existant and it's been stressful being together 24/7 but when we block all that out, we are good, we have a beautiful little baby boy who is 8 months old. His daddy's double!
Last week, he gave up, cancelled his immigration, and should be flying back to America next week. I am devastated! I just don't understand. We were so close to his visa coming through.. it all happened over a silly argument about the TV being too loud! I have had to let him stay in the house until he leaves as he has nowhere else to go and we have no money. As he has cancelled his visa application there is absolutely no way we can fix this as he would now have to leave the uk.
I just don't understand how he could give up that easy. He must have been thinking it for a very long time surely? This means the chances of him ever flying back to England to see his son are slim. Would life with me have been that bad that it's worth losing his son?! Now we are living in the same house and I am a mess! But he doesn't seem bothered at all. He keeps asking me to help him with flights?! Or still slacking out of jobs with our son, you'd think he would jump at them as next week he will be saying goodbye. How is he not bothered?! I have done everything for this guy, cook, clean, wash, fetch, say sorry, boost his ego. How can he hate me so much as to walk out on us. I would have never given up on us, and I just can't believe he has and that he's done it with ease. Nothing knocks your confidence more than a man twice your age rejecting you. I feel pathetic! I can't stop crying. Every time my son puts his arms up for daddy I think it's my fault that poor baby isn't going to have a dad. I just wasn't good enough to make him stay. What do I tell my on as he grows up?! How do I get a divorce? How am I going to do all this alone? I never wanted a broken family. I would have done anything to prevent this. I don't know what to say to him, or how to act? Or how I should even be feeling anymore.
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My husband has left me and my 8 month baby
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cartersmam · 01/10/2017 23:41
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