So my DH and I married over 15 years and kids in primary still. Struggling for 5 years with marriage. I had an affair 4 years ago, wrong I know but symptom of what was going on, ended it and in the end told my husband as felt so guilty i had betrayed him. Felt in order to move on I had to be honest. We had 2 plus years couples therapy. Bloody painful and hard. Got things kind of back on track but always bit up and down, but isn't that marriage with young family? Anyway 12m ago male friend of mine (my husband doesnt know him) made contact thru FB and we chatted a little, prob did have some banter but nothing more. Then I didn't hear from him for over 8 months nearly, no big deal, it wasn't anything more than just chatting, not a relationship. Life with my DH went thru a down phase, loss communication and loss intimacy and we were both unhappy for diff reasons, me coz I felt i was living with my best friend and him because his self esteem was low and he felt i didn't love him. Old male friend resurfaces, having problems in his marriage, looking for support and friends and sympathy. I am helpful by nature and like to be needed, have got myself into hot water before by being overly giving in past, my bad, diff to say no to people. Anyway i did listen and in turn told him my woes and worries. Nothing happened and I have no romantic feelings to him at all, none, but maybe I should have been aware that he was forming an attachment to me, which he was but I just brushed to off as him going thru diff times and needing some kindness. Anyway my DH since affair always had trust issues, which I get, always checking my phone, hates any male friends getting in contact. We have arguments in past over why would a man want to be just friends with me, he thinks there is always another seedy motive. So unknown t me prob fuelled by the fact things are pretty shit between us right now, he checks my phone behind my back and of course sees texts between me and male friend talking about our partners, in one text my friend does say he loves me but in a jokey way, as in love you mate, type thing which i don't respond to. So my husband confronts me and I tell him he is a friend going thru tough times, we don't meet just text, he demands that I go thru the texts with him. I know there are messages in there saying I am unhappy with my husband. I refuse to give him my phone out of principal and anger and he refuses to let me leave the room. I have just got out of the shower, am naked with towel dripping wet and he wont let me get dressed, just stands there saying go thru your phone with me. So i turn on phone and delete the messages and say no I wont, it was stupid, done in anger but I felt he had no right to ask. Now of course he has gone crazy angry, swearing at me, saying I'm an f'ing b*ch, saying he will tell the kids I am having an affair and what will they think. I was frightened and said you're scaring me and he said good you should be scared you should be very scared. And then stormed off. Now left thinking what do I do??
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my husband won't believe me and says its over, what do I do?
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veryconfused111 · 05/08/2017 11:24
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