Hi - first post on here - been getting some positive words of wisdom and encouragement from other MNetters tho'. Thank you for that!.... today my husband has left the family home, we've talked about him leaving....I feel so sad that the marriage is so damaged, my feelings are of wondering how it has become so extreme, but common sense keeps bringing me back to remember how awful its been for the last 6/7 years.... my diary's/letters to him/journals etc. We recently had decided to sell the family home due to finances and wanting to downsize the bills... then he got a new job so we decided to move areas - wanting a fresh start. (Now the house has sold) Two weeks into house hunting for the 'new ideal' we had a massive blow out about my 16 year old (his step daughter) - who did the criminal deed of putting her shoes on in the hall instead of the entrance area.... i asked for an apology, he said he was right to shout and scream at her for this.
This was the catalyst for our relationship falling apart - he has in the past committed Domestic Violence - recorded at the GP thank goodness - is a control freak, has OCD and is very unable to talk about anything other than day to day stuff. ( i have a degree in counselling - but he says he cant talk to me ) Ive adored him and tried to keep him happy but i cant agree with him when he so extreme in his behaviour - especially more recently. Since we have decided to separate he has made no effort to try and make it work other than saying he doesn't want to leave - not for me i think but the house situation - and our son, he is 8 and he's a good dad in that he adores his son.... he also knows there is equity in the house when it sells - he's trying to play Mr nice guy.... or a PLOM (poor old me). I just want to ask - is doubting normal? i think its the fear of the unknown.... - we've separated this year for a month. Going back is the easy option but i cant go through this again in a few months.... so words of wisdom appreciated from you all please....
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calamitysmum · 20/11/2013 18:53
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