ok this is embarrassing...it s about love

[zippitippitoes]

...so a couple of months ago i said to bf

i love you bf

and he said what did you say

well itt was kind of muffled into his neck

so i said it again well he didnt run away

but i told myself i was not allowed to say it again unless he said it to me

but tonight I did say it

well it did delay his departure and he was very kissy and cuddly after

but then i felt a bit oh no he is just being very kissy and cuddly because he is giving me something to remember him by..and when he gets home he is going to dump me

have i messed things up

ps i lent him my helmet as insurance

[scanner]

Am not a Dad Zippi, but I feel for you. How did you say it? in a deep and meaningful staring into his eyes kind of way? or in the snuggling into his neck off the cuff way?

[zippitippitoes]

oh horribly deep and significant wityh added undertones of i know this is a bad thing to say

[troubledfriend]

If you love him it's a GOOD thing to say!
Well done

[scanner]

I feel your pain.

I did this once, Oh God it was hell.... until he sent me an email the next day saying 'I love you' - married the silly sod too.

[zippitippitoes]

oh that was nice then

i will settle for not running a mile i think

[zippitippitoes]

but if he said it to me i would be very happy

but also i know it aint gona happen

[scanner]

why won't it happen?

[ShinyPinkEELSwithShoesOn]

You lent him your helmet ???

[zippitippitoes]

well i just cant see it

i think he is too pragmatic

or he would think it was making a commitment that he couldnt fulfil

[zippitippitoes]

yes he hasnt got one and i bought one recently

[scanner]

but in your heart of hearts do you think he feels the same way about you as you do about him? does it feel equal?

[zippitippitoes]

he is going to probably go on via ferrata in a weeks and so instead of buying a helmet he is borrowing mine

[zippitippitoes]

i think he does have feelings

[scanner]

Ah ha, so there you go then - all is fine, you can sleep tonight.

[zippitippitoes]

he sometimes squeezes my hand a few times when we are holding hands

or cuddlesme hard

(pathetic school girl emoticon)

i feel like i should be in grease

[zippitippitoes]

panic over for now i think

he just sent me a very short email he has just got home

but it was funny/sexy/sweet and had 4 kisses

which is 4 times as many as usual

bloody hell what it is like being 14 eh

[lou33]

i do love hearing you speak about your bf zippi, always makes me smile

[zippitippitoes]

oh thats nice lou

did yiou see my name check to you on what mners changed your life

[lou33]

no

what thread?

[S1ur]

zippi I think it sounds good. good but tentative. which is okay, because it is gradual which might not be a bad thing anyway.

And four kisses is Good

[SuperBunny]

Aww, zippi.

Am glad he responded appropriately.

[zippitippitoes]

well i am feeling happier..

he knows how i feel anyway

[lou33]

this is so sweet zippi

i found the thread, thank you

[nailpolish]

tell him WHY you love him

men dig that

[zippitippitoes]

well strange but true

look on facebook snowshill photos lying on the ground makes me go weak at the knees