Weird neighbor

[Neeva87]

Hi guys. So ill explain this situation im currently in. I hope u like novels lol.

So i was in a really bad situation and i know it sounds effed up but i ended up giving my 3 kids over to my mum. So they didnt witness anything bad. ANyway so my mum got legal custody over my kids and was then given a 3bedroom house which is apart of units. There are 5 other units. Im gonna be brutally honest here okay so pls dont judge me.

During the seperation between me and my kids, whilst in this stupid relationship, i started prostituting! This only lasted a year but yes i know its nasty. I wont butter it up, i liked how easy it was to make money. I never spent it on drugs so dont judge, it was normally always on my kids. So when my mum moved into these units, it was just down the road from where i stood. So ild walk to work when i needed the cash. I ended up befriending one of the neighbors. He was a 40 year old, anti social, kept to his self kind of guy and he seemed pretty decent. And i was pretty dumb! Loose and all over the place! Id buy drinks, get drunk there and sleep with him. Omg please dont judge, i dont know wtf was wrong with me. I just had this really vulnerable mind state. And the worst part was ild open up to hm about everything. So being on the streets, you normally get offered drugs for jobs and i use to take them. I was really messed up and just an honest mess. So i was on the benefit at the time and yeah, so he knew everything. And we exchanged numbers real quick. But then hed txt me like all the time! And if i didnt get back asap hed ring me. If i didnt get bak after that, hed make indirect threats. Like i know pple so u better be careful. So i growled him about it, put him in his place and then hed just stopp txtng for maybe a day or two and then start up again. So i changed my number and then whenever i was at my mums. Hed literally come over and bang on the doors. If i didnt wanna answer the door, hed scream thru the windows. I know your home!!! He got to a point where he wanted me off the streets and i was like! Its my life i do what i want. You aint my partner!!! And so after that, i had under cover cops watching me, and someone had also snitched to welfare that i was receiving a benefit and prostituting from an adress. I knew it was him. I ended up gettng sick of all the obstacles and dramas that came with being a prostitute so i ended up throwing it in and getting a real job. I surely but slowly started getting my life together but during that time i had one night where i slipped. I got drunk, slept with my mates brother and like a one in a million chance, i ended up falling pregnant to this guy. He doesnt knw and we havent seen eachother since but anyway, that was more of a reason to look after myself. I continued working like real work and gradually quit drinking altogether. Been living the sober life and havent once gone back to the streets and j dont plan to. Trust me. Not many woman can say tht, but prostitution was temporary and i was never made for it anyway. Even the drugs arent a problem.

Time has passed and im now 32 weeks pregnant and since ive naturally adapted to my healthy lifestyle, going back to being a normal single mum, ive had no problems, no dramas. Until recently. Well ive been ignoring and avoiding the neighbor ever since, cos well obviously hes also a mistake i cant take back but i can ignore. And since hes got nothing to snitch on me about, or no more theories to make me paranoid, no dirt to dig up, hes been doin some real effed up stuff.

My cars have been getting scratched up, my bike i just got bort got stolen. Out of all the people here, im the only target. He always trys to get my attention and when i avoid him, bad things start happening. I dont understand. Ive never met anyone so persistent like him. I thort hed understand and just leave me the eff alone to carry on with my life but he just keeps going like a broken record. Its driving me up the wall. I feel like its gonna get worse the more i ignore him. I feel like hes also playing my past on me. He knows about my past paranoia so he always switches his lights on when i walk past his house. He wrecks my cars to make me more paranoid because he wants me to talk to him. Like go to his house to ask him if ive seen anything suspicious since hes always home. But i know what hes up to. And i know its him. My life is finally normal like im happy now. My life has just resumed back to how it was before since i met all these bad influences and im gonna continue to stay on track and get better for me and my kids no matter what. But this idiot keeps tryna get my attention. And he wont stop. My mum cant move unless transferred and the problem is mine not hers. I feel like he gonna get worse overtime and i cant imagine living next to a creep for 20 years. I wanna punch him out but im too pregnant. And im not like that im too nice so how am i gonna keep tolerating this behaviour???