Just that really.
Since March I’ve lived in lockdown.
My baby was born in lockdown and we haven’t seen anyone.
Even now the restrictions are relaxing, I don’t want to leave the house.
I’ve had friends asking me to go for a socially distanced walk, I don’t want to go.
Our parents have asked if they can come to our garden, or we go to theirs. I’ve said no.
I suffer terribly with anxiety and ocd and I just cannot face the world again after living in fear :(
It’s just too hard for me.
I can’t imagine going out to a clothes shop / supermarket and feeling comfortable.
My OCD means I doubt myself a lot and I know I would worry that I’d touched something, or forgotten to wash my hands.
It’s just not worth my mental health and the worries it would cause me by getting back into the “real” world, especially since it’s so far away from what I will remember before DS was born.
I feel like my life now will be confined to my living room and garden.
I’m being supported with my mental health but I really don’t think it will ever truly help, as my worries are the virus and until that goes away I will never want to leave my house.
I’m absolutely petrified of catching it and leaving my baby 😔
When will it ever go away.
How does everyone else feel?
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Is anyone else still living in strict lockdown?
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laura081008 · 10/06/2020 10:38
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