Having a really bad day today.
We go out with my 19 month old everyday as we don’t have much of a garden unfortunately. He had a complete melt down today, which he does regularly when we’re out at the moment, which makes the whole thing an extremely stressful experience.
He always wants to go where he shouldn’t or in the opposite direction we need to go and when we try and direct him back the way we need to be, he inevitably has a screaming fit. Today was one of those days.
It then ends up on me and my partner having an argument because we’re both so stressed at the moment.
I don’t see any end to this lockdown either. I know we’re allowed to meet outside in groups of 6, but we still need to social distance and two, my situation is that my family live at least 4 hours away by car, so if we were to meet up, one of us would have to stay overnight and it’s currently ‘illegal’ to stay at another household. I know this is all for the good of the country, but I’m so fed up, with no real end in sight.
No children’s playgrounds open, no soft play centres open, no playgroups or toddler groups open. We still have a holiday in the UK booked end of July which I’m very hopeful about will still go ahead, but I bet it won’t.
Sorry, but I just feel really sad and lonely at the moment. I haven’t seen my mum in the flesh since February and my Dad since Christmas. I keep thinking it might be next Christmas before I see them again.
They’re desperate to see their only grandson.
We have been on socially distanced walks with my in laws, but despite seeing them very often since he was first born, and them looking after him once a week while I was working, he seemed very apprehensive and almost uninterested around them. We thought we’d have to grab him, as we pictured him climbing onto his grandma’s lap for a cuddle, but he didn’t even want to go near her. It’s really upsetting. I knew it would be odd not seeing them in 10 weeks in person, but I’m now really anxious about his social and emotional development and that the lovely relationship he once had with his grandparents seems to have gone.
The dark thoughts are coming back lately.
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Thewheelsonthebus23 · 01/06/2020 17:26
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