Does anyone else feel really alone right now? I've always had health anxiety and am finding this time particularly difficult. I 'm also caring for my vulnerable parents with several health problems who are in their eighties. I've struggled with infertility for years. In my group of friends three friends have recently had a baby, they are constantly posting pictures of their babies, I completely understand this as I would be over the moon too but I feel like I can't talk to them about how my life is spiraling into worry over my parents and depression about my ongoing infertility.
Another group of friends are keyworkers, one is a doctor and the other a teacher. They have been working with the public the whole time of this crisis. I have said how I am finding it difficult to leave the house to go for walks, I am terrified I will get infected and pass the virus onto my parents...the other day I sent a message talking about how I'm getting a facemask and I might feel more able to leave the house, they sent a message saying 'she is worrying again' and an eyeroll icon...they apologized as they realised they sent it to me but it really hurts. I feel like I've got noone to talk to apart from my husband. All my 'friends' have disappeared during this crisis. I think they were only friends for good times like coffee, dinners and cinema etc...Now that I'm struggling mentally and emotionally I've got noone to talk to. It actually makes it worse talking to them because I feel they either pity, ridicule, look down on me or ignore me, I am feeling like I want to go with my husband somewhere in the middle of nowhere and leave everyone else behind but I love my parents and I could never leave them. I don't feel I will ever feel the same about my 'friends' again. And I feel sad about that, it feels like a loss.
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TomorrowAlways · 23/05/2020 13:23
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