A family member has just had a little boy and I am distraught with emotion.
Alot of you are probably aware of my situation from previous posts I have been ttc for over 2 years and its looking useless for me with not much chance.
The sight of this persons baby seems to have dug up a terrible sadness and all new feelings.
I went to see the baby and held him and could have loved him like my own.
I am now wondering if I would have been better keeping away as now I feel so much more worse and depressed.
At the moment I can,t imagine how my life can go on without having my own precious little bundle to take care of.
When will this hurt ever pass.
I have a counselling appointment today at 3.00pm which is supposed to be helping me but I am dreading it I just know that I will end up crying and even find it difficult to share this with the counsellor.
I know that I am lucky in having an 8 year old boy and I do love him to bits but I so long for a baby again.
I am sorry to anyone on here who doesn,t have any dc's at all I know I should be grateful but still I am struggling terribly with this.
Am I the only one where seeing a newborn has done this to them.
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The sight of a newborn feeling so emotional
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lostitoday · 13/10/2009 10:21
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