On Clomid, day 28 tomorrow and can't bear another disappointment!

[greet]

Hello, New to this site - was recommended it by a friend who found it a real help. Feeling low as it's my day 28 tomorrow and I have the horrible pre-period pains that are more than likely to mean that I've not got pregnant again this month.

Feel so down in the dumps. HAs anyone else gone through this?

Sorry to be so negative...

Grace x

[peju25]

Hi - im going through it at moment!! on cd29 on first round of clomid - started getting the dreaded pains this am! DAMN!!! am secretly hoping they may be pg symptoms (can mimic apparently) but tryingnot to get hopes up too much - try again next month i guess.
What round are you on?

[greet]

this is the third cycle. My friend who recommended this site got pg twice on clomid on cycle 5 each time but... ARGH!!! Can't bear that awful disappointment again tomorrow.

Fingers crossed for you

[peju25]

know what you mean but there are lots of success stories on this site - one thread clomid for first time part two is quite a good one to read lots of good stories on there!

Fingers crossed for you too - its not over till the bitch arrives!!

[Ghettofantasy]

I am also pretty new, well not to the site but to posting! I have been TTC for 6 years (complicated story already explained on another thread...dont wish to repeat 2 much!!) After 2 yrs of tests was put on clomid for 2 months and developed a cyst so had to stop...now moved home, changed hospitals, the whole process is so long winded and quite frankly driving me to the point of insanity! 3 years of hospitals and not got very far, repeating tests etc. Anyway whilst I was on clomid and practically every single month when my period is due I get a bit excited, prod my tummy thinking i can 'feel' it hardening (ridiculous I know!) or think my nipples are sore so I might be pregnant (even though they always are before I'm due!) all these silly things I do, usually when my period is late, which sods law happens naturally every other cycle, i'm either 3 or 5 days late, thus adding to my angst! A usually rational woman turned into a wreck every month...sometimes its just too much, the excitement, then the depression when my period does come, up & down every 30 days, its enough to drive you to insanity. I realise I am now rambling, but I haven't spoke to many people about this as its too painful so its nice to vent to you knowing you are going through it too. That's it really, just wanted you to know you are not alone! Good luck to you and hopefully the clomid will work for you soon. I still cant go back on as i dont know if my cyst has gone and after almost a year i am STILL waiting for an actual appointment at my new hospital after repeating all necessary tests again! I wish I just stayed at my old one and travelled...its so draining! I try not to let it get me down in the meantime!!! x

[clairebear88]

Hi Girls

Im on 4th month of clomid and am due next tues. I have come to the conclusion that im slowly going mad. Its all the ups and downs I cant handle, i cant help building my hopes up even though I try to hold back. Only 2 months left of clomid so not sure what happens after that tbh.
I spent yrs trying not to get pregnant then cant fall when im so ready for it.
I feel for every woman who has to go through this as the maternal instinct is so strong and is so much worse when everone around you is falling so easily

Godd luck to you all

cx

[greet]

Thanks so much for the responses! So good to hear that I'm not alone. I can completely empathise with you all - am now going through the "is that a metallic taste in my mouth?" "Are my breasts tender?" to now having the dreaded sinking feeling each time I go to the loo.

No news to report as yet today... don't dare to be hopeful - I'm just not that lucky!!! HAve all the pains too so I'm sure I have a weekend of period pains to look forward to.

Anyway, the sun is shining and we have to think POSITIVE!!!

Sending all the love and fertile vibes to us all,

Grace x

[peju25]

DAMN the bitch got me

guess its into next round of keeping fingers crossed and legs open LOL