🦕 Catching up - ttc after miscarriage part 5 🦕

@ELM7
It's faint but there but will wait to do another test just not convinced as no sore breasts or anything lol xx

Thank you for setting it up @ELM7 🥰 ooh a nice glass of wine is the slight silver lining on a very large and horrible grey cloud haha!

@Babyghirl any update this morning? 🤞🤞🤞

@nuggetlover27 yep it sucks being in the 12 month plus club, and now we are in the 18 month plus club!!!! Its insane i actually can't believe how long it has been sometimes!

Thanks for setting up the new thread @ELM7

I know @Annny27 I also can't believe how long it's been ☹️ it's almost up to 2 years since we started TTC the 1st time 😢

@nuggetlover27

I thought I was okay this month, hadn't cried and calmly told my husband that period was arriving. But I am just sitting here now just wondering omg what if it never happens and it breaks me 😭😭😭
It feels a little bit like my life is worthless because all I have ever wanted is to be a mum 💗 and then I have my friends who have kids unknowingly breaking my feelings being like "ah you can have mine if you'd like".....yes I would like nothing more actually!!

I will pick myself up again and prepare myself for ANOTHER month. We have my husbands test results next week and then a fertility appointment in February so atleast something is progressing this month.

@Babyghirl
How many dpo are you?
Do you have a frer?
I can defo see a line!

@Annny27 💗 sending you lots of hugs x
I often think about you and how unfair it is all.
You will get there. Maybe with a little help, but you guys will get there 🌈

@ELM7 how are you? X

@Annny27
Done another one bot half 2 has had to wait to I got some but got 3 so will take another one in the morning deffo darker will post a pic
@sunnysideup2020
Could nt tell ya tbh after my loss in Oct I give up tracking lol cause took me all most a year to fall between each loss so I'm so detached cause it nt if I loss that's bes in my head it's when 🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈

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Will take again in the morning c how it looks 🤞🙏💚🍀

All dryed out nw had to dish it out to take the pic lol

That looks way darker than yesterday @babyghirl :D are you going to tell hubby?

Thank you @sunnysideup2020 it really is heartbreaking but let's hope the wonders of science can help if it comes to that!

@Annny27
Nt told anyone yet 🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈 prop will in the morning when I do another test lol x

@ELM7
Thank you very much just hoping 4th time luck and I'm finally getting my rainbow baby 🤞🙏🍀💚

@Babyghirl defo positive!
Congratulations girl x
Hope this is your rainbow finally !!!!

@ELM7 aww totally get it. lockdown is a bitch especially for mental health. I hope you are able to keep in touch with your friends and family. It's definitely normal to have those meh days. Especially after what you have been through. It really sucks to not be able to have some distractions to unwind etc.... I think it's important to make the effort to have contact with outside, even when there isn't much to say. To keep sane or to vent. The bump is good here and i have nothing major to complain about. Just the typical aches and pains and bored and lonely a bit as DH working full time i am left sitting home. It's -20 outside so getting fresh air is a bit of a mission. My new hobbie is knitting. 😂 that's how desperate i am.

A year ago I would think I was insane - I am but I dont see it as much.

Just googling "spotting lots, boobs no longer sore, bfp?"

Just no anny 😂 your period is on the way and the spotting is the start of it, your boobs have shrunk because progesterone is dropping......just get over yourself 🤣🤣🤣

@Babyghirl whats todays test like??

@ELM7 oh its rubbish going through miscarriage, never mind during a pandemic - you poor thing 💗💗

@sunnysideup2020 awwh are you knitting stuff for baby girl? 🥰🥰

@Annny27 yes! But i literally just bought a crochet hook, some yarn and YouTube. So i am a very beginner. I did a blanket, 3 hats, and some mittens. Will attempt a small dress this week. And a hat for my sister!
😆

Ah also i was thinking for ttc... well i remembered.
Before i got my bfp i was on a high dose of vit D supplement (in drops), high dose of folic acid and also on special iron tablets to get my levels up.
Don't know if it helped but couldn't have harmed.

@Annny27
Don't knw if they getting darker tbh 🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈

@sunnysideup2020
Hoping its a lucky one this time around xx

Another friend said that to me the other day @sunnysideup2020 about vitamins! What dosage did you take? I Will look into it this month. I am also trying dairy free this month to see if that helps? Who knows haha!

@Babyghirl its getting darker since yesterday for sure!!! Call your gp to get progesterone and aspirin please please please 🤞🤞🤞

@Annny27
I have aspirin but won't give me progesterone but will phone and ask again if nt phone the hospital and try my luck xx

Could you call the fertility clinic and ask for cylogest progesterone given that you have had 3 miscarriages??

@Annny27

Was actually taking a loooot of pills that month as i had stopped the seven seas conception and was taking individual pills.
So:

Iron 56mg

Vit D 4000 IU (250 micrograms)

Folic acid 1400 micrograms (1.4mg)

Selenium 50 micrograms

Zinc 10mg

Vit C 80mg

Vit B6 2.8mg

Vit B12 5 micrograms

@Annny27
They closed for 4 weeks so I could wing it with the doc and say that and hopefully they give me it until at least the fertility clinic opens again 🍀💚

Well phoned fertility clinic for progesterone and they said they won't issue it as they did not help me get pregnant but when doc phoned me yesterday she told me to phone them, but they told me today that it would be my doc to give me it so nw waiting on a doc phoning me to tell them wat the fertility clinic said omg why is it so hard to get my hands on them 🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈